Thursday, November 11, 2010 ♥
affection and love showed @ 8:19 PM.
It was such a melancholic moment when you look through your photo albums.. I was looking through my photo album about my memory in Singapore and some during my middle school.. I was thinking that it is good to stay young forever because we have less responsibilities and problems.. When I stayed in Singapore, I really had a good memories of being accepted... Although it was kind of suffering with studies especially during my final year in my secondary school. Most of our time will be spent for studying the final year examination.. Even though, the time was spent for studying but it was actually the best bonding time with your classmates, students from other classes, roommates and even your housemates... I think it was the best memory that I ever had.. I had friends that can spend time with me whenever I was bored or in bad situations..
Ever since I moved to Seattle, a lot of struggle things happened.. However, thank god that I experienced a lot of struggling stuffs because i learned more about my self. The struggle things that i experienced were being hate by your friends, insulted by your friends and the lost of acceptance.. One day, most of my friends went to eat and i didn't know about it. Due to the camp, I called one of my friend that would be going for the camp to ask about the torch. I asked her, where was she now? She said she just finished eating with a lot of people. From that moment, I knew that I was not accepted. Some of my friends that went there were not really closed with that group of people. I even asked my self what did i do until they did not invite me.. I had my own principle that I did not cheat during quiz and exam. One of my friends insulted me that I tried to be pure. However, during all the struggle time, thank god that one of my friends really supported me and accepted me no matter who am i. I really felt very blessed that i have such a good friend.
A few months ago, I moved to Ohio due to my university. At first, I was afraid that I would not like this place. However, it turns out different from what I expected. God really gives me more than what I expected, especially the community. I really feel comfortable with the community of people. Although this place did not have a lot of entertainment, however i really feel happy in this place. After joining the home group, I really reflected a lot. One of the things that i reflected was acceptance. During my time in Seattle, i only seek acceptance from people.. It is really had to satisfy everyone just because you want to get accepted by people.
So, now my believe was just be the way you are because you are worthy in the eyes of god and god doesn't see you by the appearance and acceptance. Thank you god for the experiences and putting me in the best place. I really love my new place. Last but not least, Go buckeyes and OH-IO.. :D
