Thursday, February 28, 2008 ♥
affection and love showed @ 2:17 AM.
current mood: bad :(
Time to update again.... this few days nothing much to update until today but this few days i have a sudden feeling that really bad.... This few days i felt that i was really lonely that it felt like there's a big hole.... i felt really bad that sometimes i do wish that i did not exist... i don't what was the reason for me to feel like this.... I really hope this feeeling really go away it is really big burden for me... Why this two years a lot of unhappy stuff happening.. Sometimes i do really hope that i quickly graduate and ran away from this place as soon as possible... This few days were the days of studying... I started to stay back two weeks ago to do all my work... it does work to study in school because there were least destruction but sometimes i felt that why am i so stupid.. i already study the subjects and try my best to practice but why can't i have really good results that satisfy me... i have never felt any satisfaction of my studies since i enter sec 3... i really do hope that my study now could be as satisfying as i was in sec 2... Sometimes i felt to give up on all but i just can't give up... It really iritated me when i did not understand what my teacher was teaching and i got really bad results... Eventhough this year is not as bad as sec 3 but this year really make me feel frustrated if i could not go on to the better... Sec 4 is really tiring... i think i have to end here....
Ps: Peseverence
~.~sTeFFi~.~
